wa juz came back from the saf rehearsal sial...march till i gg crazy sial...next week confine leh...wa lan eh...got mission for my seniors den 1 stay all stay sial...haiz...protecting the PM sial...have to go thru another BMT leh...3-4 mths sial must wear the mask de leh!!! haiz...i really dun like MRF la...esp the bloody hair!!! till i ord leh...how 2 tahan manz...den yesterday pump us 100+ times i oso lost count sial...but still better ninja company..hahaz...book out 4 dayz in a row sial....go and come back 4 times....sian leh...lucky i stay new sia..dunno if it is a blessing in disguise a not...hmm....somehow i tink army change me quite a lot leh...made me treasure and cherish things i took for granted in the past...the most 1st thing is my family...hmm....nv miss and love them so much b4....esp my mummy....i swear to god i will celebrate her bday and mother's day from now on and spend more time wif her....hmm....also miss my jc frens alot and my sec frens oso....so long nv see them le...dunno how r they....haha...i will tresure freedom oso haha....faster ord leh!!!! hmmm...hope after bmt can go spec2 course den become sergeant...if nt driver oso nt bad...can learn sth....i had a slight regret nt to go sispec...but well..when i tink of the chong sua...i tink i made the right choice la...but mrf still fuck up la...haiz....k la...complain finish liao la...next entry see gt wad new thing den cont los...